Foxyzombie Is The Female Version Of The Hustlah! HA! =)

Foxyzombie is the female version of the hustlah so that makes her a DIVA!!!!

Luuuuuuuuurve it!!!!

Beyonce is lookin kick-ass as always! :)

Enjoy the vid!

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Psych Series

One of my many favorite shows is Psych. They never fail to make me laugh in each episode. Lemme go ahead and share with you a compilation of their funny moments from Season 1.

Smoldering you with hugs and kisses,
Foxyzombie

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PUSH

Over the weekend, I went clubbing with my good friend and secret celebrity JP at Malate, where obviously boy hunting was not on my list. After clubbing, we decided to have breakfast and catch up since we haven't seen each other for so long. When JP decided to go home, I decided to still stay out, and wait for the mall to open. Results? I got to see the movie, PUSH.

It was a pretty decent movie. I just thought it would've been better if they put more fight scenes in it. Camilla Belle was a pretty face to look at, Djimon Hounsou was convincing, Chris Evans was scorching hot and of course Dakota Fanning was brilliant! This child is a wonder!

Smoldering you with hugs and kisses,
Foxyzombie

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So You Think You Can Dance - Mercy

And here's that routine at "So You Think You Can Dance" that's got me obsessing over Duffy, especially her song Mercy.

Katee Shean's routine reminds me of my ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend Corinne* who goes crazy like that while I was with my then boyfriend. Everything Mia Michaels and Katee said about how they want the girl to look like in this routine (psycho, co-dependent, etc.) is everything Corinne* was during my relationship with my then boyfriend. You guys can't even imagine the drama! Hahaha...

She (Corinne*) cant dance though and Katee is definitely hotter and prettier than her even if Corinne* is a part-time model who works as a senior technical communications specialist in an Internet Security company. Bwahahahaha....

Special mention to Katee's "hotta hottah partnah" Stephen "Twitch" Boss for an awesome performance as well. Twitch is soooo hot like burnin rubbah! Hehehe....

*names have been changed to protect their identity. whatever. hahahaha...

Smoldering you with hugs and kisses,
Foxyzombie

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Mercy - Duffy

Thanks to my latest obsession with "So You Think You Can Dance", I've learned how much of a GREAT singer Duffy is. Here's her song Mercy which they also used at SYTYCD. I could've uploaded the original music video, but Duffy is such a wonderful singer, that she sounds WAAAAAAAAAAAY so much better live.

Here is her live performance

While here is her unplugged performance

"Mercy"

Yeah yeah yeah [x4]

I love you
But I gotta stay true
My morals got me on my knees
I'm beggin' please
Stop playin' games

I don't know what this is
Cause you got me good
Just like you knew you would

I don't know what you do
but you do it well
I'm under your spell.

[Chorus]
You got me beggin' you for Mercy (yeah yeah yeah)
Why won't you release me (yeah yeah yeah)
You got me beggin' you for mercy (yeah yeah yeah)
Why won't you release me (yeah yeah yeah)
I said release me (yeah yeah yeah)

Now you think that I
Will be somethin' on the side
But you got to understand that I need a man who can take my hand
yes I do

I don't know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would

I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I'm under your spell

[Chorus]
You got me beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
I said you better release me (yeah)

I'm beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me
I'm beggin' you for mercy
You got me beggin, you got me beggin', you got me beggin'

Mercy
Why won't you release me
I'm beggin' you for mercy
Why won't you release me

You got me beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for Mercy
I'm beggin' you for mercy

Why won't you release me yeah
yeah
break it down
[fade]

She nails it right in the head!


Smoldering you with hugs and kisses,
Foxyzombie

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Happy Hearts Day, Dahlings! =)

Hello Dahlings!

Lately, I've been obsessing over "So You Think You Can Dance". So in the spirit of Valentines, let me share to you one of my favorite routines (lyrical hiphop) and couples of SYTYCD - Mark and Chelsea.

Dancing Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis, this goes out to all you broken hearted peeps out there!
Hahahaha...+D


Happy Hearts Day, my dahlings!

Smoldering you with hugs and kisses,
Foxyzombie

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The Only Way To Start Loving Me, Is To Stop Loving You

Please visit my blog's new home at:

www.foxyzombie.com

Here's my attempt at writing. Constructive criticisms are very much welcome. I would love to hear your comments to better my writing. =)

It is highly recommended that you play the video while reading.

The Only Way To Start Loving Me, Is To Stop Loving You
Original of Foxyzombie

I still believe in destiny. Serendipity. If by chance you read this letter, then I'll know that it was meant to be.

I can hear you saying already, "If you really wanted to tell me, you would've talked to me". So before judging gets the best of you, allow these words I have to say to come out.

You have always regarded me as a child. Immature and stubborn. Hard-headed even. I guess you can say that's true. Because I have always seen love in the eyes of a child. A blissful teenager who believes in fate. Soulmates. I've always believed that when two people are meant to be, it will be. Yes, I'm a child. A dreamer.

I wanted us to be like that. Destined. Soulmates. I wanted you to be the perfect other pair of hands that will fill the void in between mine. I wanted you to be the perfect other being to press his body against mine when going into sweet embrace, never needing to change the rhythm of my breathing to match his. Our hearts would beat at the same pace, unknowingly and unaware, shoulders drop and rise at the same time. Breathing at the same pace, our hearts beating almost at the same rhythm. You may have not noticed, but every time we locked in these embraces I whispered, "Meant to be."

My hand fit your hand right.
In our sweet embraces, we did breathe at the same rhythm.
That was destiny.

But yet again you were right. I am no longer a child. You are no longer a child. We are no longer children. And reality started to bite.

I lost myself in you, baby.

So many days and nights I would wake up, look in the mirror and ask,
"Who are you? I do not know you".

I learned a lot of things from you. You made me feel things I never felt. Part of me is grateful for bringing out the best in me and the things I never thought I could be. Part of me is confused for making me into someone I was not. I tried to reach out to you. To let you know that I was lost. That I started to feel like a stranger to someone I've known all my life - me. And every time I tried to tell you, you pushed me away. I wanted to tell you this is not me you're loving. Its a stranger. A stranger whose name is also "me".

I could make a list of all the things you made me do, that the real me would not have done.
I could make a list of all the things I put up with you, that the real me would not have done, to make my point valid. Rational at the very least. But I won't. Because this is not about keeping score. Not anymore.

"I know its hard, but you will hurt a few in telling the truth."

Baby...
you make me sad
you hurt me more when we're together
you make me feel alone when we're together
you make me feel unimportant
you make me feel Im begging for your love and attention by keeping "her" in your life
you make me feel ugly when you dont want people to know youre with me
you make me feel stupid when you never run to me first when youre in need
you make me feel little when you insult me

I know I made mistakes too. Real bad ones. Because like you, I also am no saint. I would never take it against you if you had to throw those mistakes in my face over and over. I will never tire of every ridicule and insult I have to take from you - I deserved it.

The one thing I can never take are the hurtful words you lashed at my heart for the mistakes I never made. I know right now you feel strongly about your opinion. That you cannot be mistaken when you say that I committed those things that hurt you. And although I never did them, I still would like to apologize. I'm sorry for hurting you with something I never did. Because like you, I also never meant to hurt you, I only meant to love you.

God, Allah, Buddha, Karma - whoever moves you, I know HE will make a way to open your heart. In due time, you will know the truth. HE will find a way to let you know the things I really did to hurt you, and the things I never did that still hurt you. I believe in the power of prayer. HE answers.

I believed you when you said you never meant to hurt me, that you only wanted to love me.
I believed you when you said you love me. That is why I stayed. Because I believed you. And yes, because I love you.

So I hope you can also believe me when I say I love you, but I have to leave you.

Baby I'm sorry, I have to walk away. I have to say goodbye - for now at least. Or maybe for good. I do not know. I have no hold of what the future brings. All I can do is wait to see what happens next.

And as hard it is to believe, it broke my heart to pieces to choose to leave you. It is true when they say that the greatest torture you can do to yourself is to leave someone at a time that you're loving them most. My choice to separate ways, to leave you, to break up with you may look like that I don't love you anymore. But me and my heart have known each other for a lifetime, I know when it lies to me. And my heart tells me I still love you.

It pains to be away from you, but it hurts just as much when I'm with you. When the never-ending fights never seem to stop, when you never seem to listen to my feelings when you hurt me, when you never seem to understand what I need to be happy, when you never seem to care if I don't feel any security from you, IT HURTS TWICE AS MUCH THAN WHEN WE'RE APART.

You said lets work it out together.

"Why suffer being apart fixing our hearts cut wide open, when we can heal and fix them together?"Well, we didn't. We never fixed it. We never did.

"WE" used to fix "US" together. Now, its time for "You and I" to fix "Me and You" - apart.

If you and I were meant to become "us" once more, we will find each other. I believe that the universe always conspires to bring two destined people together. Always, always, always.

This might be the worst decision I have ever made.This might be the biggest mistake of my life - giving up on us. I may have given up on us - but I finally stopped giving up on me.

I'm too bruised up to keep fighting. Fighting you. Call me selfish for leaving you, I will understand. But I have to be selfish. For this is the only way I know to heal me. When every formula to fix us together didn't work, its time to heal me and you apart.

Life and heart under repair...
Maybe someday we'll be back soon. Or maybe not. Only HE knows.

Thank you for everything. Good and bad.

And yes, there's someone else now that I love more than you - me.

Because the sad bitter truth is...

The only way to start loving me, is to stop loving you...

Goodbye.

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